Two more Evil Motion Picture Fruits I've thought of: Dr. Evil, and the stuttering guy in the Harry Potter movie.
I actually had a busy weekend, and from glancing at it one would never guess I have exams this week. I spent Saturday morning with Matt and the afternoon with Luna; we rented The Emporer's New Groove because she loves Disney and is currently a digital media/animation major and yet somehow managed to live this long without seeing it. She loved it of course. Sunday Jon and I hung out and played Konamix and then I just sat on my ass for hours and couldn't bring myself to do anything. I took two or three naps and by the afternoon I was so dazed I was reading the same sentences in my Art Hist book four or fives times without even realizing it. My exam is on Wednesday and I think I'll be ready by then. I need to be, in any case. Today is my last Lit class for the semester, and I wish I could just stay home and study, but she's going to be talking about the exam and giving us back our papers and our class participation grades. The latter should be pretty high for me, but I'm still nervous about the former.
I talked to my Dad yesterday and told him I want to see Chip, his psychologist, when I get to Asheville. I saw him once before and he really helped me look at things through another perspective, which is what I really need right now. My anxiety problems are ruining both my mental and physical health, and I can't keep this up for the rest of my life. I spend so much of my energy on inconsequential things in order to give myself the illusion of a copacetic life, but it's not working anymore. Things need to change. |