"I feel like I'm taking CRAZY pills!" Now that I am home from the con, I've decided to head back to Athens today with Bec and Mone to see Matt and check up on things! Bec gets off work at 3, we're leaving as soon after as we can, we'll hang out at my place in GA until Thursday morning and then heading back in time for me to be at work at 5:30. I can't wait to see Matt. I plan to drop by and surprise him once we get there. :3
My dad and I had a fight last night. I go in this Friday to have some more blood work done but somehow I came to think that I was also getting the lymph node surgery then as well, because someone at the hospital mentioned it to me. Because of this I asked for Friday-Sunday off of work to heal. My dad found out that I made this mistake and flipped out, telling me how disappointed he was in me, how I'm not taking my job seriously and am oblivious to my dire money situation-- both of which are of course untrue-- and how I need to reevaluate my priorities in general. I'm really close to my father, but sometimes when I forget to do something or make mistakes he gets really upset and overreacts like this, and it takes a lot out of me. I'm actually beginning to think this is a large reason why I'm so obssessed with perfection. I talked to him about it a little this morning, and we cleared some of it up and said we'd talk more about it sometime soon. I feel good knowing we're going to get this worked out.
I went to the arcade to play some Step Step Revolution and passed the 8-foot "In the Navy '99" Maniac with a B. Rock on, hosiers. |