I went to Matt's to study and ended up sleeping through the entire afternoon on his couch. I'm thinking I picked up some kind of bug when I was in the clinic, but I feel better when I sleep, so I think I'm going to go do even more of that right now. As it stands it looks like I have little to no chance of getting the graphic design portfolio ready for Monday. It's only my dream major; what's another semester of waiting, right?
Something that's been troubling me since Thursday is that when they took the xrays, I found out that two "clips" were put in my abdomen after the last surgery. The technician had already sent the xrays off when she mentioned them so I didn't get a chance to see them myself-- but maybe that's a good thing. Now I can't stop thinking about what exactly a "clip" is, and what they're made of, and where they were placed, and if there's a chance that they could suddenly come loose inside my torso and seriously fuck up my internal organs or send me into more seizures of pain or something. I think I'm gonna call the clinic on Monday and ask about it. Good god, I have foreign things embedded in me! |